Monday, August 29, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Last Saturday Night
Yesterday was pretty much amazing! I spent the entire day at the Toledo Pride Festival, and I was IN the parade with my university's Gay/Straight Alliance. Then I went to a party and met a bunch of friends and some cute Japanese boys! Best. Day. Ever. There was a bit of illegal activity involved, but that just made it more fun. I met a lot of the International students, and some older people on campus who will definitely invite me again(at least I hope). I wasn't even expecting to be involved with parties here on campus, but when I went to a dodgeball game with the International students as part of the Japanese Program, a friend of a friend apparently saw me there, and started talking to me. I am very happy that she did because she and almost everyone else there was awesome and friendly and fun to be around. I also learned that every flavor of Smirnoff Ice is delicious!
I guess I dressed somewhat revealingly? at least compared to everyone else there, but I just wore skinny jeans and a normal tank top, which is tight but not low cut. And even though I met a couple of boys there I didn't do anything slutty, at least not in my eyes. I didn't do anything but talk so I feel somewhat validated no matter what i think others may think of me. I still ended up getting a number and a hoodie? The sad thing is, they're from two different guys, who are room mates. I need to fix this because I don't even want to think about leading one or both of them on. However, since I'm single I technically can do whatever the fuck I want. And I wasn't trying to get either of them, I was talking to Yuuta and he asked for my number and in return gave me his. And when I was walking (not stumbling even though I felt like i was) back, I saw his younger room mate Yuuki wandering around on the street, and he left at least 10 minutes before I did. So I helped walk him around to find the house he was staying in, and he gave me a hoodie because it was cold outside. I still somehow feel guilty about this moving in on two men thing. Its not my style.
I will fix it, whenever I see Yuuki again I will return his hoodie. I think I like talking to Yuuta better, but I still dont know him very well yet. Time will tell I suppose, but I do know one thing, I will avoid one of the guys at the party whenever he's drunk. he tried to grab the keys on my lanyard and "unlock my chastity belt". I threatened to elbow him in the face and told him to fuck off. when people get that drunk it's no longer fun, I about kicked him in the balls if he had tried to do some stupid shit. Fuck that shit. Fuck it in the ear and kill it with fire.
I'm gonna wait until Yuuta texts me to do anything on that front yet. I had said a few words to him before at the dodgeball game, but I hadn't spoken at length, which i did last night. He's 23 and has a company car. Like, half of time is classes in english, and the other half he's interning at this company, and they gave him a company car to get to work. now that is a business i would want to work for, right there. So i want him to contact me first to test how into me he is, and how much he remembers from last night also lol! He was pretty drunk also. Also, hookahs are delicious!
Well now that I have spelled out almost every juicy detail of my life last night, I think i'm going to log off and take a road trip :) Bye all
I guess I dressed somewhat revealingly? at least compared to everyone else there, but I just wore skinny jeans and a normal tank top, which is tight but not low cut. And even though I met a couple of boys there I didn't do anything slutty, at least not in my eyes. I didn't do anything but talk so I feel somewhat validated no matter what i think others may think of me. I still ended up getting a number and a hoodie? The sad thing is, they're from two different guys, who are room mates. I need to fix this because I don't even want to think about leading one or both of them on. However, since I'm single I technically can do whatever the fuck I want. And I wasn't trying to get either of them, I was talking to Yuuta and he asked for my number and in return gave me his. And when I was walking (not stumbling even though I felt like i was) back, I saw his younger room mate Yuuki wandering around on the street, and he left at least 10 minutes before I did. So I helped walk him around to find the house he was staying in, and he gave me a hoodie because it was cold outside. I still somehow feel guilty about this moving in on two men thing. Its not my style.
I will fix it, whenever I see Yuuki again I will return his hoodie. I think I like talking to Yuuta better, but I still dont know him very well yet. Time will tell I suppose, but I do know one thing, I will avoid one of the guys at the party whenever he's drunk. he tried to grab the keys on my lanyard and "unlock my chastity belt". I threatened to elbow him in the face and told him to fuck off. when people get that drunk it's no longer fun, I about kicked him in the balls if he had tried to do some stupid shit. Fuck that shit. Fuck it in the ear and kill it with fire.
I'm gonna wait until Yuuta texts me to do anything on that front yet. I had said a few words to him before at the dodgeball game, but I hadn't spoken at length, which i did last night. He's 23 and has a company car. Like, half of time is classes in english, and the other half he's interning at this company, and they gave him a company car to get to work. now that is a business i would want to work for, right there. So i want him to contact me first to test how into me he is, and how much he remembers from last night also lol! He was pretty drunk also. Also, hookahs are delicious!
Well now that I have spelled out almost every juicy detail of my life last night, I think i'm going to log off and take a road trip :) Bye all
Friday, August 26, 2011
08/26/2011
First Friday of my college career, and I honestly don't know how I feel about anything. I came here because of one major, and I dropped it within a few times of going. I have no idea what road I'm on now, but I hope its an adventure. Of course, I have met quite a few people, some as new friends, some as potential more than friends, but as I am chronically the last person in the room to be noticed, I doubt anything will happen. Its a beautiful day in the Midwest, and the clouds float leisurely by. It's torture having my car sit in the parking lot on a day like this, perfect for rolled down windows and a nice cruise. I am tired of college life already. I am tired of the stress and the constraints of class and social norms. Can't anyone just be crazy for a while? Of course I've seen some weird shit, but nothing I can really relate to. *sigh* I can see this blogging thing becoming a failure already. I have nothing important to say, mostly rants about my life. And how the people I like never really seem to notice me. Meanwhile one of my new friends tells me all about how she went home with her new bf and had sex all night. Like, Gee, thanks. you're a pal. I bet she needs that just to bring her self esteem up, to prove somehow that sleeping with a 26 year old ex marine is exactly what you need to be awesome. like having sex with someone you met 3 days prior is something to be applauded for. sometimes i really wonder what the hell happened to society. I mean I'm guilty of a couple of minor things, like underaged drinking, some drugs, etc, but i at least respect myself enough to not A) do that, and B) tell everyone about it and rub it in their face. that's not classy or attractive, no sir.
Not that my past relationships with people have been the best. I've been walked on, used, led into believing that this person is my friend and that I can depend on them to be tripped up by reality. I think i'm pretty normal because everyone has been stabbed in the back at least once. The only way to really go around being treated like that is to not try to have friends, and that's just impossible. it's a necessary risk that everyone has to take, and everyone does in the end. Who I applaud are the people who go to a country foreign to them, and start over. college is hard, making new friends is hard, but going to a foreign country, where you might be sketchy at best with language and new friends? Those people deserve medals or something, they have balls. And usually by the end of the year they are surrounded by good friends. Now that's networking.
A quick summary of myself, originally from Indiana, I do indeed have a Hoosier accent, I like fast cars and nerdy boys. I like a good video game every once in a while, but im usually too damn lazy to start one. I dont take shit from anyone anymore. "I've shoveled shit all my life and now i'm dumping it" In the past two years i've made the transformation from a shy person who just followed to someone who can stand it alone and make a new life for myself and because of that most people think i'm a lot older than I am. my favorite possession is my car, who is a boat with a Buick engine once used in the monte carlo stock cars(whoever can name it wins brownie points). she is my child and my chariot, although I have yet to race someone in her i shall someday... before i shake the mirrors out or drop the transmission that is :)
I think that's enough rambling about nothing important for now. Tata
Not that my past relationships with people have been the best. I've been walked on, used, led into believing that this person is my friend and that I can depend on them to be tripped up by reality. I think i'm pretty normal because everyone has been stabbed in the back at least once. The only way to really go around being treated like that is to not try to have friends, and that's just impossible. it's a necessary risk that everyone has to take, and everyone does in the end. Who I applaud are the people who go to a country foreign to them, and start over. college is hard, making new friends is hard, but going to a foreign country, where you might be sketchy at best with language and new friends? Those people deserve medals or something, they have balls. And usually by the end of the year they are surrounded by good friends. Now that's networking.
A quick summary of myself, originally from Indiana, I do indeed have a Hoosier accent, I like fast cars and nerdy boys. I like a good video game every once in a while, but im usually too damn lazy to start one. I dont take shit from anyone anymore. "I've shoveled shit all my life and now i'm dumping it" In the past two years i've made the transformation from a shy person who just followed to someone who can stand it alone and make a new life for myself and because of that most people think i'm a lot older than I am. my favorite possession is my car, who is a boat with a Buick engine once used in the monte carlo stock cars(whoever can name it wins brownie points). she is my child and my chariot, although I have yet to race someone in her i shall someday... before i shake the mirrors out or drop the transmission that is :)
I think that's enough rambling about nothing important for now. Tata
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